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    1/5/2007

    u were just a fling

    dear spaces,
     
    i knew this wasnt gonna last.  ur a child of the devil.  u know msn and i dont get along. 
    for that reason, i must leave u.
     
    my pics shall be posted on
     
    and i shall not blog.  well.. at least for now.
     
    find me on myspace
     
    so long, farewell!
     
    L
     
    ps.  ill keep u around, spaces.  we just wont b together.
    9/4/2006

    RIP - Willi Ninja

    'having a ball!'
     
    wish u were here, willi..
     
     
    links:
     
    willi ninja dies
    about willi
    words from my friend aaron
    his legacy, paris is burning
     
    L
     
    8/31/2006

    bocas del toro

    bocas del toro... best place to go visit in panama!  that is, if ur into paradisiac caribbean islands, rustic but exotic hotels, and excellent & varied food.
     
    heres the lowdown on my experience:
     
    we stayed at el limbo.  rather nice!  will stay there on my next trips, im sure!
     
    we partied at barco hundido.  the club is the one thats happening... hot bartender and all!
     
    we beached at:
    red frog - for $2, walk thru a dense and pretty jungle to get to the beach.  check out the bar, flip flops, w swings seats.  expect strong current and big waves here.
    boca del drago - quiet beach.  calm waves.. almost non existent!  40-min taxi cab drive but well worth to spend a morning there.
     
    we ate at (the most memorable):
    pargo rojo - all around nice.  this is the place if u feel like eating and being trendy while at that.
    el pecado del sabor - cheesy name not reflective of the food!  i felt like at a mexican cantina.  awesome environment.  high-end food.
     
    here are other general links:
     
    always support our locals and travelling hippies when here.  they made our stay the most enjoyable.   so.. come out to bocas and play!
     
    L
    8/19/2006

    dell bells!

     
    first, the explosion occurs...
     
    second, the ad, making mention of the equation used to develop the atomic bomb... 
     

    im still glad i took a job with them.  makes things more..  interesting..  ??

    L

    7/21/2006

    olsens voguin'

    here r m fashion icons. 
    the olsens.. in vogue.. by paolo roversi
    very much 70s pop art-esque..  luv it!
     
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    6/23/2006

    on ange & coop...

    while i think its great that angelina jolie gives a third of her income to charity and the african cause... i think that it is all unnecessary publicity.  we know u care, ange.  we get it.  lets move on. 
     
    also, can we all agree that we were not really expecting her to talk about the refugee cause, but about if whether stealing husbands represented a setback on her work to the african cause?  ok.  a bit to racy.  but.. is she adopting again?  what country this time?  thats really what we all cared about...
     
    as for anderson, perhaps angelina is not promoting a movie, but.. we havent exactly forgotten he just published his first book.  great!  coop has just accomplished journalism stardom!
     
    heres gawker's breakdown on anderson coopers interview to angelina jolie.  this is a must-read.  hilarious!  
    heres nypost's words about it.
     
    L
    6/19/2006

    netherlands.. not so perfect!

    im just so dissappointed at the netherlands.  everyone who knows me knows that ive always thought of amsterdam as the land of milk and honey.  gezellig.  i admire their acceptance and resolution to issues like gay marriage, euthanasia, and drug use
     
    but then ayaan hirsi ali happened.   ayaan is a somalian who fleed to the netherlands under false personal information to gain asylum.  the netherlands has allegedly juuust found out and, therefore, has revoked her dutch citizenship. 
     
    like mario vargas llosa proclaims, the netherland loses.  they lose ayaan, the advocate for freedom of speech and rights of women.  i guess the US wins, as she will be migrating there to work for a think tank.  the US can be cool like that...
     
     
    happy world refugee day, ayaan!
     
    L
    6/12/2006

    san blas left me speechless...

    ... so ill just post a few links for u to check out:
     
    where i stayed.
    who live in san blas.
    what the govt of panama says.
     
    do check out my pictures too!
     
    if ur into beachy, relaxing, rustic kind of spots... san blas is the most stunning place u could visit... ever!
     
    L
     
    ps. coincidentially enough, today i found this article (in spanish) in la prensa, on pierre-dominique gaisseau, a french cinematographer that filmed an unreleased documentary called iberogun: god is a woman, about the kuna culture in san blas.  i would have liked to see that out.  pity..
    6/6/2006

    overheard

    location:  panama city airport. 
    characters:  two ladies..  one in her late 30s, the other one in her mid 20s. 
    their description:  tacky as hell!
     
    older tacky chick:  oh hiiii... how r u doooin?
    younger tacky chick:  fiiiiine.
    older tacky chick:  is that ur baaby?
    younger tacky chick:  yeaaah.
    older tacky chick:  u do remember me riiight?
    younger tacky chick:  mmm yeaaah.
    older tacky chick:  u remember my name riiight?
    younger tacky chick:  yeaaah.. i saw u standing ova thereee.
    older tacky chick:  ur babies blue eyes (more like light brown eyes) from ur man?   so preeetty.  u have any more baaabies?
    younger tacky chick:  just two more.  (2 kids around ages 4 and 6 running all over the place)
    older tacky chick:  well.. stop havin babies.  ur tooo pretty to have any more babies.  look at u.. ur all skinny and pretty and stuff..  xcept u need to lose that baby tummy fat.  (grabs baby tummy fat)
     
    whoa.
     
    L
     
    ps.  any panamanians interested in me recreating the scene.. just call me!
    5/17/2006

    boy friends

    is it odd that i cant befriend any straight guys?  especially being here in panama?  i do have my old straight boyfriends... im stuck with those!  hehe.  but... make new ones?  ive had a goood few chances being here.. and.. i have passed on those!  i find no connection.  and mind u... i dont treat my male gay friends as if they were my 'girrrlfriends'.  oh no i dont.  never have!  theyve never replaced my girlfriends.  i just dont know whats up.  any ideas?  please let me know.
     
    L
    5/15/2006

    YES to immigration reform..... duh!

    the facts:

    the border:  the crackdown on illegal immigrants at the border is clearly not working.  the problem has been goin on for decades with a clear no fix.  strengthen the borders?  there is always a way in. always.

    the status:  why turn illegals into felons if they havent violated any criminal statutes?  civil codes are the only violations in question.  there is a+ 5 year difference in that.

    the economy:  illegals immigrants do pay their taxes, yet they are not refunded.  so much money has been paid into social security from fake social security numbers and this ends up supporting nobody else but american workers.

     
     
    the issue:

    the real issue is about economic justice, about a modification to the current labor laws.  a much needed immigration reform will not only call for a legalization of undocumented immigrants, but will also call for the rise of the current living standard and the downfall of the minimum wage rate.

     
     
    the fix:

    support the bill proposed by ted kennedy and john mccain:  all that have been illegal in the country for +5 years will be allowed to gain legal residence, and a number of temporary low-skilled worker visas will be created.  this reform will not only legalize a major portion of illegals out there, but will push a true labor movement that is so needed in the united states. 

     
     
    the results:

    the labor movement will prevent the exploitation and will improve the working conditions all across.   it will benefit the lives of not only immigrants, but of all americans.

     
     
    simple?  yes.  duh!
     
     
    L
    5/6/2006

    colbert cares!

    stephen colbert... true american hero!  his act at the white house correspondents dinner was... uhm... a-mazing!  his sarcasm truly showed, once again, an insight on the bush administration self-interested proceedings.
     
    george w bush... not impressed with him. and why would he be when he and his administration were wittily slashed?  wonder if he noticed at all... on his own.
     
    20060502colbert2.jpg
     
    links:
    transcript of colberts speech here
    bush's reaction to speech on video
    what salon has to say.
     
    L
    4/30/2006

    belfast

    belfast is my new favourite city.  its big enough to not get bored, and small enough to not get lost.  what about a city where not only u can still smell fresh air... but u get a fabulous view of the country side from just about any point..?  i loved every walk i had there. 
     
    city centre is nothing but a truer city's center.  everything is going on there.  the train station, the buses, all commerce and big shops.  but as for shopping i have to say my favourite was walking down lisburn road to check out all the little boutiques.  very affordable too for how artzy they are.
     
    weather was blissful!  i got lots of sun.. not one time it rained... except when it poured on us in giants causeway.. of all places!  giants causeway was amazing..  breathtaking.. and slippery!  i felt miniscule.. it sunk in right then how big this world is and how much more there is to see, appreciate, and learn from.  i know.. all of that right there, right then.
     
    i was sooo missing my girlfriends there!  it was great to see them again... and see how they do the day by day.  then.. there was the night by night.  heres the list. 
    cafe vaudeville - good tacky.. that art nouveau thing. but loved the decour!  crowd is a total *ignore.. so its pretty much all about the place and the people u go with.
    whites - best by far.  hipster, slash, everyone and everything goes.  music, ur 80s, 90s hits.
    the nothern whig - a tat of a cheesy crowd, but ur great new and old house music hits.  bad wine list.. but great mojitos!
    v bar - went there for 2 pound cocktails!  and quiz nite.  our group of people won the quiz challenge that nite.. 100 pounds!  10 each.  cool!
    the bot - u cannot get any more typical irish sports bar than this!
    milk - real popular club.  heard its a rough crowd usually... well.. not on monday nite for.. gay nite!  props to belfast tranny titty von trapp for the lovely time...
     
    as for food in belfast, must recommend rain city.  not only my friend emma works there... but its just really good cuisine.  eastern-western fusion.  their cocktails are lovely... so is their goat cheese salad and curry mussels!  the restaurant is owned by paul rankin, famous chef and restauranteer in belfast.  besides it.. we did the late nite food, after drinking.  the list..
    esperantos - ur kebab joint w questionable items as tops.
    dragon rendezvous - how bout a sit-in dining place, white top table cloths, open till 3 am?  they have best orange duck!  71-75 donegall pass.
    libertys - i had to wait forever for my homemade hawaiian pizza.. but it was goooood and well worth it!  44 bradbury place.
     
    i also checked out newtonards, where my friend claire is from.  and port rush.. lovely little surfing town.
     
    about belfast here:
     
    L
    4/11/2006

    feliz martes santo

    i can now say i experienced holy week in seville.  it was... whoa!  quite sumptuous.. and quite different. 
     
    in a nutshell, u watch processions of brotherhoods that walk their monuments around the streets of the city center all throughout the week.  the one i saw was the Hermandad Los Javieres, properly called the Hermandad y Cofradía de Nazarenos del Santísimo Cristo de las Almas, María Santísima de Gracia y Amparo y San Francisco Javier.  got milk w that? ;)
     
    Santísimo Cristo de las Almas, Cristo de Pires Azcárraga, 1947
     
    penitentes, who carry the crosses and wear their brotherhood's traditional 'antifaz' which preserves anonymity.  many of them walk the procession barefeet as a form of their personal penance, hence their name.
     
    nazarenos, who, as the penitentes, wear their brotherhood's traditional 'antifaz', but also a 'capirote' conic face cover, very reminiscent of... yep.  u got it.!

    Virgen María Santísima de Gracia y Amparo, Virgen de Fernández Andés, 1936
     
    more information on this brotherhood and semana santa in seville here.
     
    L
    4/8/2006

    elegantly decadent!

    i fell in love with juergen teller the day i saw his pictures for the spring/summer 2003 marc jacobs ad campaign of of winona ryder, soon after she 'borrowed' mjs pieces from saks back in 2001. 
     
    it was the beginning of his future representations of the decadence of elegance ... which brings us to his 'les demoiselles de la nuit' spread in w magazine, april 2006.
     
     
     
    its beautiful garbage... beautiful!
    i heart teller.
     
    L
    3/31/2006

    junk mail is hot

    oh junk mail..  we love to hate it!  but at times there will always be one that will shine amongst the usual penis enlargement magic and awesome weight loss meds ones... like this one:
     
    From:  paulos
    Date: Mar 28, 2006 10:28 AM
    Subject: hello
    Body: Season greetings,
    I am Robert Gbagbo, the son of Cote d 'Ivoire (president) I am first
    son,because of the war in Cote d 'Ivoire, me and my family base in
    Ghana for now, and my father discussion with the rebels (Laurent
    Gbagbo)
    so due to that my house in Cote d' Ivoire was set ablaze. The rebels
    hold half of the country. My problem now is that I have 15 million
    U.S.D
    that my mother,bank for me,I want to tranfer to Asis or Europe and base there,
    please if you can help me I will give you 10% percent of the total sum
    of the money will be yours my friend.
    I still say my mother is the wife of the president (Laurent Gbagbo)
    of Cote d' Ivoire. Please this is secret and confidential between me
    and you only.the money is my late mother own ,my mother death in 2002
    because of my father

    NOTE;the money belong to my mother and 5%for expeness

    reply email robertcv30@yahoo.ca
    Yours faithfully,
    Robert Gbagbo

     

    sounds like a deal, right?  he calls u ur friend, and he'll give u 10% of 15mill!  riiight.  so if anybody is interested..  heres his myspace profile he can be contacted through.  he's single too!  picture included...

    L

    3/29/2006

    cadiz.. a bit late!

    i spent carnival in cadiz w the hottest and most intelligent boy in the whole wide world.. abe.  haha.. how cheesy am i!  we stayed in a town very close to cadiz called puerto de santa maria.  it is a very picturesque little town, right by the guadalete river in the cadiz bay.  our hotel, bodega real, was just opened last summer.  for a 4 star hotel we paid a rather cheap price.  i have to rate it a 9.5.. as the eggs in the morning were gross.
     
    we ate at little bars, for the most part.  they are located everywhere.. literally!  we dined both nights at pasta gansa, we surely loved it that much.  we could not coordinate in regards to food and open restaurants due to the siesta..  but we managed!
     
    we went to cadiz via renfe and via taxi one nite.  the carnival itself was rather different than the usual carnival festivities i have heard of in other places, like the new orleans mardi gras, carnaval in rio de janeiro, carnaval in panama, different even from the carnival in tenerife!  people dress in costumes, mostly kids and group of friends, and stumble around town.  i didnt see much drinking.. perhaps cuz i was so drunk myself the whole time!  chirigotas were cool.  they are small groups of people that go walking around town, all dressed up in uniform costumes, they sing and play instruments.  their songs are of various themes, political, humourous, celebrity, etc.  they even participate in contests and such.  rad!
     
    L
    3/15/2006

    Volver

    it is such a good feeling the one that memories and remembrances give you.  but there is no better feeling than the one to experience them again, to return to them.  i never really talked about how i felt when i left panama or st louis behind.  i just always knew i would cherish more my feelings when i returned.
     
    i cannot wait to see pedro almodovar's latest film, volver.  a celebration of women, it explores subjects such as death and maternity, around the need to return to fix unresolved situations.
     
    for those of you who don't know me, i am a avid follower of good soundtracks.  this will definetetly be one to keep.  here are the lyrics to this movie's official song, a well known tango.
     
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    volver
    by estrella montoya
    lyrics by carlos gardel
     
    Yo adivino el parpadeo
    de las luces que a lo lejos
    van marcando mi retorno.

    Son las mismas que alumbraron
    con sus pálidos reflejos
    hondas horas de dolor.

    Y aunque no quise el regreso
    siempre se vuelve
    al primer amor.

    La vieja calle
    donde me cobijo
    tuya es su vida
    tuyo es su querer.

    Bajo el burlón
    mirar de las estrellas
    que con indiferencia
    hoy me ven volver.

    Volver
    con la frente marchita
    las nieves del tiempo
    platearon mi sien.

    Sentir
    que es un soplo la vida
    que veinte años no es nada
    que febril la mirada
    errante en las sombras
    te busca y te nombra.

    Vivir
    con el alma aferrada
    a un dulce recuerdo
    que lloro otra vez.

    Tengo miedo del encuentro
    con el pasado que vuelve
    a enfrentarse con mi vida.

    Tengo miedo de las noches
    que pobladas de recuerdos
    encadenen mi soñar.

    Pero el viajero que huye
    tarde o temprano
    detiene su andar.

    Y aunque el olvido
    que todo destruye
    haya matado mi vieja ilusión,

    guardo escondida
    una esperanza humilde
    que es toda la fortuna
    de mi corazón.

    Volver
    con la frente marchita
    las nieves del tiempo
    platearon mi sien.

    Sentir
    que es un soplo la vida
    que veinte años no es nada
    que febril la mirada
    errante en las sombras
    te busca y te nombra.

    Vivir
    con el alma aferrada
    a un dulce recuerdo
    que lloro otra vez.
    ****************************
     
    L
     
    2/12/2006

    best of nyc fashion week

    this is the best that the 2006 olympus fashion week in new york had to offer us...
     
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    god bless amanda lepore.
     
    favourites so far:  heatherette (obviously), betsey johnson, marc by marc jacobs (so street, so real).  im very surprised to see that my favourite collection for the project runway show was kara janx!  although santino's was real smooth.  check new york metro for pictures of all collections.
     
    L
    12/12/2005

    myGeographic Personality Test

    who wants to move to nashville with me?

    L

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    Your personality type is RCOAI
    You are reserved, calm, organized, moderately accommodating, and moderately intellectual, and may prefer a city which matches those traits.

    The largest representation of your personality type can be found in the these U.S. cities: Albuquerque/Santa Fe, Norfolk, Oklahoma City, Nashville, Tucson, Dallas/Ft. Worth, San Antonio, Indianapolis, Memphis, Milwaukee, Orange County, Los Angeles and these international countries/regions Indonesia, Ukraine, Denmark, Middle East, Czech Republic, India, Caribbean, Romania, Hungary, Greece, Guam, Israel, South Korea, Norway, Mexico

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